Hi. I would like to say that I had a psychotic episode after
birth of 4th daughter where I tried to kill all my daughters. It
was due to sexual abuse by my father as a child and I
believed I had to kill my children to save them from abuse
like I suffered. Luckily thank god all my children survived and
I was found not guilty by reason of insanity but I would like
to point out doctors and mental health need more training. I
asked for help for weeks prior to this and was ignored. I
even had crisis team visit me and saw psychologist 2 days
before the psychosis. No one helped. Social services been
involved since and I have had to go through so much even
about my parenting to get my children back when it was
clear it was a one off episode and nothing to do with my
parenting. My heart goes out to all those mums out there
who needed help and have to now live with what happened
birth of 4th daughter where I tried to kill all my daughters. It
was due to sexual abuse by my father as a child and I
believed I had to kill my children to save them from abuse
like I suffered. Luckily thank god all my children survived and
I was found not guilty by reason of insanity but I would like
to point out doctors and mental health need more training. I
asked for help for weeks prior to this and was ignored. I
even had crisis team visit me and saw psychologist 2 days
before the psychosis. No one helped. Social services been
involved since and I have had to go through so much even
about my parenting to get my children back when it was
clear it was a one off episode and nothing to do with my
parenting. My heart goes out to all those mums out there
who needed help and have to now live with what happened
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